Really Bad Day in my Space

Felt low all day. Had to take photos of stock so that it can be sold. Then a chair fell against my right ear and that was it ...... big burst of tears. Totally crap day. Can it get worse? I feel totally let down at work. I get the feeling it's only til after late May then I'll get the flick - maybe not and hoping not but feel that I'm being used..... hours have been cut back to just 8 a week instead of 12. I do understand the need but.... also not happy that the warehouse is up for sale, the stuff is going and really what is the point of me being there after all.

Just have to take it in my stride I guess and practice what I preach in that "there's a reason for everything and the Universe knows what it's doing"

)O( Blessings

Hours at work

My days at work have been cut to just 2. Not too happy about it, but it's better than no days I guess.

So now I'm putting it out to the Universe and will do some magick and hopefully things will turn around. I would like more hours and days at Bedouin, or another part time job for two days a week. Admin at home? Working from home? Shall have to do some serious thinking.

Technology

Where do I start. The other half is a right pain in the arse. Why buy something then say oooohhhh put it away til our birthdays? Bloody hell that's 4 months away. Could be dead in that time. What is the point of spending $600 or more and then storing the bloody thing.

Is it me? No, it's not.

Drives me insane this man.

Feeling Solitary

Am feeling quite alone at present. This Wise Witch is not getting her real dose of coven work. May be I am meant to work solitary. There is a true wind blowing and I'm not sure which way..... East I think. So Air....... Thinking and thought, wisdom. Wondering if I can possibly combine the way of the pagan with normal life too. As in making up herbs, candle spells etc for a wiccan shop of sorts. Perhaps leading a workshop on basic 101..... yes I can do that.

Firstly though, things are changing at work. I shall be working more with the Sydney crew and Melbourne won't be doing their backyard jobs any more, well at least for the winter 2011.

Will now have to wait and see but it is all positive.

Well had the most amazing time at Mt Franklin. Although blessed with another head cold, sore throat went along on my merry way. Pitched my new tent, set up a home from home with the boiling billy and camp stove. Fantastic ritual on the Saturday night. Ended up with major headache and migraine. However, have to say well worth doing and will do it again. Thing is I think I would love to go camping again. And if you go to the free campsites it can be a really cheap retreat for me. Will have to think about that one big time.

Back into it again, with kids and shopping etc but, well, I love my family. Have to say can't wait for my studio to be finished. I can then get to work on some nitty gritty witchcraft.

Mabon today, last harvest. We must say thanks to mother nature for our abundance and look forward to some quite times for winter and introspective times ahead.

Wise Witch

Camping Adventure

For the record, I don't camp. However the Universe is telling me that I should. So this weekend I am off to enjoy a most beautiful weekend at Mt Franklin, nr Daylesford in Victoria. The weekend is all about ritual and trance/dance meditation. Closely linked with the Full Moon this weekend it should be a most awesome time. So, have I got everything? Well I guess so, however some family think it's far too much! Well, I need comfort in my old age, so what is wrong with taking a portable gas camping heater? I need some home comforts...... along with my ritual dress and cloak - ha that took the smile of their faces.......

Like I said before, I don't do camping - so this is just the beginning of a whole new world to me. I have purchased new tent, and have googled so many images of how to put up a tarp, I guess I shall be just fine. Except now have a sore throat / cold on the way. Still, needs must. Have thermos will travel.

No to pack the car and stuff it all in....... Will update on Monday or Tuesday, after I have showered etc.... Cos there's no showers up where I'm going and only drop toilets. Catch you all later xx